Quote: ME:
Amy I know what He wants to me . . .
I understand that.
EVERYTHING lately has been going this way.
I pray about what to do and I recieve a sign (it's always to stand) . . . I go to church and the preacher is talking about vows . . .
JEESH.
I just CAN'T
I've been going about this all wrong for too long.
I don't feel that Kevin is worth saving.
There are so many other who deserve it so much more than he.
He is nothing but a LYING CHEATING peice of crap.
HE chooses Cassie . . . so let HER stand for him.
I CANNOT call up the strength, NOT for him.
I have the strength to stand in faith that Kiya will be healthy. That she will live a LONG full life.
Her kidney problem will be fixed. Her hearing will clear up or she'll have a hearing aid. . . .
I know Kiya will OK.
It's going to be hard to watch them do the tests . . . but I know in the end it will about be fine.
Kiya is WORTH every ounce of my strength and being . . . . Kevin isn't.
