The second option is one that many on this board opt to take. It is a difficult and painful journey, one full of peril and challenge. You will feel stretched beyond what you believe you can take and yet you will continue to stand. Know this; your efforts will be rewarded as you will be of the few that have the courage to face themselves…you will get to look deep within to see all the ugliness in you. So where is the silver lining, you might ask? You will have a rare opportunity to fix the ugly parts of yourself. You will be a better person, more attune to yourself and your surroundings. You will be preparing yourself to be a much better spouse, lover, friend than you can imagine and this will ONLY come by standing alone and facing the pain, the ugliness and the struggle.
Beautifully written ...
I felt stretched beyond the point of break sooooooooooooo many times but kept on just as you state. But I got up brushed my knees off and kept on,, where the strength came from I will never know,, but I think you all here and God helped me more than you will ever know.
You are a wonderful human being and I wish you all the best in your life...Thanks for keeping us posted.
