I can not even begin to know your pain right now....but I have been blessed to get to know you.....and that is some one who loves unconditionally ....how awesome is that????? I know that no matter what..you will be blessed beyound messure with a true love sent from God Himself!!! I do not know if it will be your w, or another woman...but please know this.... When God makes these awesome changes in us, He does not do it in vain...and he protects what He creates...He is not going to take the time to do all this in us, and then allow something or some one else to break it down or distroy it..... Sweetie, let Him do that for your W....because I am sorry Mrs. C, but you do have some issues that only need to be taken to God Himself...and you know that even better then me...And What I can tell you as a honest truth..you will never Mrs C, find the happiness that is void in your heart by running to another man or anything this world offers..it will not last, and infact will only make you feel worse. You Mrs C, have got to deal with what is going on in you, your M, family and most importantly in your spirit. We all no matter what we believe in or not, have got to deal sooner or later....and when we act out of selfishness, hurt, denial, anger etc.....this is what we get back. Yes Mrs. C you are a very smart woman...but our intelect has nothing to do with issues...we all have them to one degree or another. I do pray that you begin your work on you....and to turn to God...I can not help when I read your posts feel you insecurities you have inside you..this is NOT your husbands fault...you had them before you even marrried him.....but they had finally caught up with you, and you thought by leaving him you would find the answers...Mrs C, a question to ask yourself...did you find the answers????? I pray you stop "running" from YOU, and go to God!!!!! I will be praying for you.
Cherrish, you keep growing hon...and share with everyone you meet in life that wonderful man that you and God have worked so beautifully on..... Your blessings are here now....you just look in the mirror and see the man God sees, and recieve them!!!!
I will be gone for awhile (no interenet), but I am praying for you and your family... I will be back hon...hang in there God is with you!!!!
