glad it only lasted a day, The day after my meltdown was as usual, silence, silence by H. I apologized to him for my rage, but also told him that crying, begging, and anger is never a way that I am striving to communicate and for that I am sorry.
To myself, I said to take that sorrow and anger and continue to look forward and to continue to be strong for myself. Knowing this person, my H, is still struggling with his own MLC, his own depression, and I believe not at this time not able to see any of the whole picture. I am going to focus on my positives.
I've also gone back to the MLC posts where we all see so many people with the strength, wisdom and patience I need to continue with.
But this silence from him!!!! How are others dealing with this from the WAS? will they ever have any insight? do they think it can just never be talked about? ever? that's the hardest for me, not wanting to ever get to the place in our own M that led up to the A.
I will continue with my own C, and stay here on piecing, but welcome any others dealing with this too.
