PL, The healing has begun (I hope), when the time is right I do need to have that conversation with him. I want him to tell me what happened and why. I also want him to apologize - this for me is huge! Until then, I will always find it hard to trust him with all my heart. Right now my heart is still guarded. As far as forgiveness, I have already forgiven him in my mind so long as it NEVER happens again. I understand that everyone makes mistakes, myself included.
