Quote: Hi Mama, Does this mean what I think it means? !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was wondering who was going to get it. Yes, it means what you think it means. I am so happy!!!! Today was a little awkward, I don't think he wants to "talk" about it. I didn't push the issue. Why would I? It is the first time that I haven't been "battery operated" in about 10 months, for God's sake!!! I really think things are heading in the right direction for us. I of course worry about how I was (compared to HER, ughhh). H was off for the last 4 days in which time we redid our kitchen. He kept making comments about other house projects we need to do and how it will be much easier now to redo our kitchen in the next 5 or 6 years. All things that lead me to believe he wants to be around here for awhile.
Anyway, last night was fantastic. I had absolutely no expectations and no inhibitions. Very 180 for me. I love my body, something that has only happened to me because of the crisis in my M. I will admit that I have put on a couple of pounds and wish H could have seen me naked about 5 months ago but never the less...I am very happy with myself and how I look and that is all that matters. Today, as a matter of fact I got picked up at the grocery store. It was so weird yet so flattering. Also, everyone at my new job thinks I am under 35 (I am 43), I keep joking that it must be the dim lighting.
Will let you know if we "connect" again. I am sorry if I beat some of you to the punch, so to speak, but it is only a matter of time. A few of us have been on this board together for the same amount of time and I am hoping that we will find our true happiness together too!
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