As I told you on the phone, she e-mailed me back about some work issues. She also e-mailed that she had arrived safely and that she was sorry that she hadn't called earlier to let me know that.
My thoughts; why the apology; why the concern about my thoughts and feelings, especially since she has spent 9 months making it clear that I am the least of her concerns. Well, 10 days together in Hawaii ought to be an eye opening experience for ALL of us: me, W, and OM.
I look forward to my trip to Disneyland with our children. THAT will be relaxing and fun, plus a fantastic and much needed distraction from my sitch. Now my job is to stay focused on what IS and not allow myself to get stuck in the muck.