Quote: My own PMA and confidence has grown enough to allow me to affirm that I have atoned and made amends for my A.
HH ~ How do you know that? I'm not asking for YOU. I'm asking for ME. I have a good PMA the majority of the time and I am confident about MANY things although not all...and yet there is STILL something that drives me to try to make amends and atone...and I KNOW that is unreasonable.
So how do those things let YOU know that? This question may not even make sense but the statement just struck me...I hope the answer is that you truly do not struggle with guilt, I still do and it's a b*tch quite frankly because knowing that, I have to seriously contemplate most things I do regarding my husband.
Good for you if you have deliverance. Can't wait til I accept mine That's the battle, you know? Not in receiving, because it has already been given..but in ACCEPTING it...
