Well even though you back slid, what you did is a normal and predictable reaction for us on this side of the fence. Don't take it to heart, that stuff happens. If you would have really screwed up she wouldn't have even texted you back.

Isn't it amazing how we can see all the mistakes that they are making? If we say something they punish us and just keep right on going like it all some sort of figment of our imagination. Wish I knew what it takes to get them to actual listen to helpful advise.

"Our life is what our thoughts make it." Marcus Aurelius