more journaling- 8/30/06

I really backslid hard tonight. This has to be quick, will need to add more later. Tonight, my W told me more about OM and his GF and her conversation with OM. She started delve into the R with OM specifically, telling me that she had not tried to make contact with him. She told me that I know that she likes to get the last word and one of hesr friends told her that by hesr NOT calling him she IS getting the last word. I stopped her again and told her I am not in her life to listen to her about her A with that loser. I did tell her that I am quite surprised that OM hasn't tried to contact her to re-spin more webs of lies.

I then told hesr I am really pissed and told her why. I let her know that I was extremely pissed that she chose unilaterally to introduce our children to that piece of sh*t and I asked her what kind of loser targets a married woman??

Yes, I was yelling. My bad. I am hurt and pissed. She hung up on me (her regular M.O.) and I have not been able to talk with her again.

She text msgd me to ask me if I was done yelling at her and I texted back that I was, BUT I am still pissed! That's as far as we got. She had a signing and has her dinner with her GFs. I'll let you all know what comes of this backsliding event. Ugh.

Your thoughts would be greatly appreciated.


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