It's just gotten started. You are still trying to find some certainty in the situation, even if it means changing your beliefs or feelings to match the situation, rather than trying to change the situation. This is good because you are truly accepting things as they are and not resisting them, thereby avoiding needless pain. Hang in there, follow through with what you need to do. If reconciliation is to be, it'll happen in its own time, and you will be open to it then. If not, you'll be well on your way to the great new life you're investing in now. It's a win-win situation!
“No problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it. ” – Albert Einstein
