I just wanted to say that I've read your thread and really sympathize with you. I've noticed that you contributed to my thread too, and I appreciate it.
I have a similar feeling to what you describe.
When I look over what my wife has written me and think about the things she's said, it amazes me that she can say that she was thinking about leaving me all the while.
Perhaps we're split creatures inherently. When this kind of thing comes up, it certainly looks that way.
It's as if one part of them loves you, but the other (or others) are yanking away.
