struggles struggles struggles...have been really dumping on the wife this week...she is still in Florida partying...I really need to detach...finding it hard...I really am sabotaging anything we have left...I need to stop. Need to stop the relationship emails and talks. Again I am going to make a real effort to stop the nonsense...I really need to pull myself out of PI mode...that seems to be my big downfall these days...when I find out details of what is going on it sends me spinning.
Oh well...one day at a time...
"Friendship is like peeing your pants: everyone can see it, but only you can feel the true warmth."
