No real news...have had a quiet couple days. W has been sick. MIL still in town so W has to behave. We have plans together all weekend which should turn out to be very fun.

I would say everything is actually very good except I do not think I can live with the arrangement of her still being friends with OM. She is still very secretive about him...I see she texted him a dozen times yesterday. I am sure IM/emails him often but has been very careful about covering her tracks...makes me suspicious. I just don't know that I can live with her having a double life and her basically "single" nights out on the town. I feel more and more like she wants to stay married (have been a lot of positive signs...and we have been getting along very well when I am in a positive mood) and work on us but she also does not want to give up her new found freedom to do as she pleases a night or two a week.

I have a lot of thinking to do...I feel like I want to make some demands or at least make my feelings known that I do not find the current situation acceptable for the longterm. I so want to go back into PI mode to find out what she is really doing...I still feel like I am being played and I do not like it. Oh well have plans for next week to get away for awhile...I need time alone to think about what I can accept and cannot accept and my future.

Also want to pick up the Divorce Remedy book...is it much different than DB...worth a seperate read?

"Friendship is like peeing your pants: everyone can see it, but only you can feel the true warmth."