SRT, My heart goes out to you. I remember when my W first told me she didn't love me anymore and an hour later I had to go to a kids birthday party for the afternoon. Fun, Wow! We go through these days and it saddens me that we feel we can't be normal human beings and cry our hearts out. That "breakdown" you had is but a healthy persons response to a hurtful and insane situation. In the big picture it means s*** so don't beat yourself up. Your W won't walk cuz you fell apart once. Take care of you right now as best you can, as you say, tomorrow is a new day. My W's about to head out for her weekly rendevous too, you aren't alone on this one, guy!
