Well W just called...she seemed very loving and said she did not do anything last night...just talked. Said she misses me and she thought about me all night. Told me she does love me. Was looking forward to spending the weekend together. Just said she is so confused and I agreed and said I know it is hard and that I am here and I am patient.

I just let her talk and agreed with her/validated. It was definitely a positive call and it was certainly welcome this morning and renews my hope...I had absolutely no idea where she was at emotionally last night.

Just trying to be the rock especially around her...I really am done being the pleading little puppy dog. This is such an up and down struggle...but I really do feel hope right now (lol felt totally hopeless last night). We really do still get along very well...I think we still consider each other best friends...I think we have a lot of positives in our relationship... I think the main problem right now is getting her less dependent on OM for emotional support. I am just trying to be the good soldier and stick with positive reinforcemenets and see if I can't break through her barrier.

"Friendship is like peeing your pants: everyone can see it, but only you can feel the true warmth."