Well W did call and leave a message soon after she left last night to say she was going to go see OM and she just needs space...do not call her...she will be back in the morning. Don't worry about her. Well that is a little hard to do. I appreciate the fact she is still talking to me and being somewhat honest but damn is it hard to deal with.
If MC did anything it made me realize the affair is still very strong...she was definitely telling me differently...that they were just going to remain friends...blah blah blah. Obviously the OM is more important to her than me right now...she had to know it was going wreck me after we just get done with MC to just get up and bolt to the other man. My S3 was with my parents for the night...so I was alone in the house and it was a very unhappy seen.
Did not get much sleep...so I came into work a couple hours early so I could leave early. I have no idea what tonight holds for me...W said she will pick up S3 in the morning and will be back home. We were supposed to go out tonight but I am not sure if that is still the case. I really do not feel like talking to her right now. I am very upset but some part of me is just getting numb to the whole situation and just not caring anymore what she does. I am just going to shut her out for awhile and let her do any of the talking...I feel like I have said all I can and it is doing no good.
I also found that she went through my side of the computer yesterday and deleted all of the emails I had saved of hers from when I first found the evidence of the A. She also looked through my other folders but I don't really have anything to hide. Not really mad about this as I certainly did a lot more of this than her and I have no secrets.
"Friendship is like peeing your pants: everyone can see it, but only you can feel the true warmth."
