Quote: My only problem Amy, RB, Frank, and even Ali . . if you can answer is this:
If he is in this R with Cassie . . . then what's to say that I will not just be standing in vain Emily, you must be standing, walking, by faith alone. You have got to feed your faith and not your fear from this minute on. Emily, I have just spent the most blessed 3 hours with my husband. I didn't expect it and I sure didn't deserve it but you know what, I BELIEVED FOR IT. I never knew when I'd spend time with him, never knew when we might talk...I just believed. You have got to to reach that point. It is TIME for you to grow now. Not GO NOW. This is where the rubber meets the road Emily. This will be the single most important decision you ever make; to turn your back on what the world and its circumstances show you (like that he's choosing Cassie) and to walk by faith believing in that which you do not see, but God says He will restore. . I really feel that he is trying to balance us both. That's seems to be the trick for him. When asked to choose between us . . . he chooses her. Well if that's the case then so be it. But I want to know so that I can pick up my peices and move on. You're going to pick up the pieces but you are going to have to step out of the boat on nothing but faith, Emily. God wants to see if you will trust Him and believe Him in spite of the storm. It's time to stop being a baby Christian. You're in a spiritual battle for your family. Your battle is not against flesh and blood (Cassie) it is against things you can't see. Your weapon is the Word of God. It's in your hand, like David held that slingshot. Are you going to use this weapon and take the giant down or drop it and run? I am more than willing to face a NO CONTACT of a month or two . . if it will help. If I will be loving him from this distance. . . . and he is just moving on because "I don't love him anymore and refuse to talk to him" then what?
