Quote: Sure we have food and a roof over our heads. But it's everything else. It's keep the bills up to date and buying diapers and laundry detergent and all that other crap . . . it's so stressful. I know it's hard on everyone. But I know that Kevin could at least provide those things for them. The bare minimum really.
Yes, all of us are going through tight times. Look at Amy, here her a/c went out, she had $2 to her name but she isn't out there saying she is giving her kids up. I go some weeks on just eating one meal a day so my kids can have what they need. You do what you have to in order to survive. My bills have been late at times and usually if you call the company and explain, they will extend the due date. No one said it was going to be easy. You have given up on your kids, your marriage and yourself.
If you think your kids deserve better, then let them go. Let them go live with Kevin on the road and have no life at all. Let Cassie take care of them and then they can call her mommy. Is that what you want? I don't think so. You are giving up. I thought you were stronger than that.
If I gave up everytime things got tough, I probably wouldn't be here typing this. I go through times where I get mad and upset and feel it is over. All I want to do is tell my H to lets sign papers and get it over with. Then I sit down and think about things and start seeing things better. I realize it was just the heat of the moment and I am glad I didn't do anything dumb. Take some time to think things through before you jump off the deep end. You may see things in a better light.
