Nightmares and Dreamscapes

[RBinBR]

But don't you understand what I am saying?
I just don't feel able to do this any longer.

Do what, Emily? What are you doing other than keeping yourself on an emotional rollercoaster? We've been trying to get you to stop for months now. For you to have a happy life, you are going to have to learn to live without getting your emotional validation as a person from a man. If you would cut off contact with Kevin for two months and live for yourself and your girls, you would see a huge difference in your life. If you want to be happy, you are going to have to FORCE yourself to live your life differently, Emily ... no one else can do that for you.