Quote: Save this marriage and be glorified in it's resurrection. It can't be saved Amy. Don't you see that Kevin will never change. This is the decision he will forever make.
Quote: Touch my husband, open his eyes to Your truth. Let Your Spirit live in me and be a calming presence for my husband. Protect my husband during this time of wandering and confusion. Draw him near to You. Speak to him. Give him eyes to see YOU and ears to hear YOU. I have prayed something like this OVER and OVER . . . Kevin simply will NOT change.
It was a beautiful prayer Amy . . . I needed it.
I don't want to leave these boards because you all are so wonderful. But it's definately time for me to leave the marriage. I know I was ment to be in that pew today and hear that sermon. I feel almost as if God put that in the speakers heart just for me. But . . . I cannot do it. I cannot keep going on like this. It feels like insanity.
