Nightmares and Dreamscapes

[Sandy_wants_to_try]

Emily,
Please get professional help. You're not seeing things clearly. You're going down that swirling hole and trying to grab on to things that are not there.
The only certain things in your life are your girls and you're letting them go.
If you want to help yourslef and your girls that's what you have to do. Get to a psychiatrist - there should be one at your local county hospital. Look online.

Here is the PA Mental Health Agency:
Office of Mental Health and Substance Abuse Services
P.O. Box 2675
Harrisburg, PA 17105-2675
Phone: [phone]
Fax: [phone]

They can help you find someone to see. You really need to do this. It's no use us trying to show you what's really going on, you wont see it.
Please see someone. You're doing things you will regret tomorrow.
This too shall pass.