Hey Emily , I have totally obsessed just like you are, but it only made me nuts... YOU are driving yourself crazy... I mean it - I did it too... Yes, I can see - but what I see is you freaking out when you CAN control your feelings....
OMG - I hate that you are feeling this way... I have emailed my lawyer after feeling what you feel many times...
Divorce may solve it, but divorce won't heal you!!!! Help yourself to close the doors on him if that is what you want...
BUT - most importantly, stop obsessing, you are doing it, he ain't doin' sh!t, but living his life, which you are not because you are obsessing over him...
Stop worrying about him, worry about you - go out, have some fun, go see a movie by yourself - I did that and I LOVE it!!!
I know you will be fine, but it seems you are panicky - but you can stop that. Relax, take a bath, cry your fuc*ing eyes out. SCREAM... I did it and it all made me feel so much better...
Get control of yourself. You can do it, just try. Breath!!!
This is all my opinion based on my own experience, but chill, you are stressing yourself out - no one else is...
