I can honestly see no way to end these circles he's dragging me in . . then to throw it completely off track. It may be faulty logic. But the only way I see to end this . . . is to get divorced.
I will be fine. I'll be better once he's out of my life. I mean it was wonderful to see him the other night . . . but in the back of my head I was praying that it wasn't a "bribe" so that he could get out of coming to see me this weekend.
His phone is still off . . still no word from him. What am I suppose to think? Whenever he has a weekend off . . this is what he does. I am done fussing around with him. Can't you see what I see?
