WOW . . . it's been exciting here on my theard!
We're all out of things to say.

I am stuck inbetween a rock and a hard place and I don't like it.
Money-wise . . .
I know exactly what needs to happen . . . against my H's wishes I need to follow through the child support thing so that way I can cancel some of my assistance and not have a ten foot pole shoved up my butt looking for info. . . .
He's making A LOT more money than what we ever used to make and he said, "I thought if any one deserved to be along for that ride it should be you." "When I come home this weekend I want to give you some money."
He doesn't want to keep the support thing though.
Which is stupid . . . I have NO claim to that money he's making now . . not even a joint bankaccount . . what am I a complete idiot ( You and I know that I am not . . . but does he think I am?)

I want him back . . . . but it's going to take time.
The support conference is only 2 weeks away . . . that's not enough time for him to prove his stability. If anything he's working against himself right now!
I heard from him on Friday and on Monday. I'm ASSuming he's too busy talking to his "main women" Cassie to bother calling me.
I bet she gets all hyper about it . . . and he knows I don't.
I'm sick of feeling misused!