I had thought about that Amy. . . but that means NEVER picking up my phone . . .
I hate making everyone talk to the answering machine . . . It's annoying . . .just because I don't want to chat with him. I don't know . . . . I'm so stinkin' frustraighted.
It only throws me into a tailspin more because I want him out of my life. I'm tired of going in circles. At least when he leaves it doesn't put me in the uncomfortable position. I'm sooo ready to be done.
I've been thinking about what a joke our M would be even if we "stayed together". HA! He'd be gone all the time anyway. So what difference does it make.
