By the by . . . I am doing alright.
I come here and vent out all of this crap . . .and I never take a second to say that I am still working on myself.

I just took another test for that Vet. Assisant program yesterday and I passed !
So I am still working on things TOTALLY outside of this sitch.
I just try not to talk to my friends and family about what's going on with my H and I . . . . so I talk to them about everything else and reserve all of that other crap for you all here!
You're much more understanding than they would be.

I am terribly angry about this whole f-up on his part.
I'm wondering how long it will take him to call me.
The bill is only for the 20th I think. Which would mean he got the phone on Sunday (I thought he was to be in NY . . remember that crap).
I don't know why he lies . . he ALWAYS gets caught. Honesty would serve him so much better even if it hurts at the moment he's saying the truth.
GRRRRRR
I wish there was a way to get through to him.
I don't care what he chooses . . . I just want the TRUTH. Flat out honest to God truth.
I want him to man up and see his girls . . . and tell me the truth.
Doesn't seem like to much to ask does it?