Well I've been reading around some. Including some of my old posts.
I can't believe how freaked out I was. I mean yeah when he does this crap now I get angry . . . BUT I don't panic and feel like I can't make it on my own. I know I'm fine now. I'm not totally happy with everything. But it's coming.
Reading others posts and seeing how hard they want to work. It almost breaks mmy heart . . because I just don't feel like that anymore. I refuse to allow myself to become a WAS . . . but I'd like to do just what he did and throw my hands up and say f-it. Damn me and my morals!LOL
I just want it all figured out now. . . I want to know the end result. If he's going to scurry back to her again/or hell if he is just flat out still with her. I want to know that now . . . because that will seal the deal. I will not be that OW anymore. It's me or her . . . no more games. . . . Well that's all for now! Have a great day guys!
