Well I guess the good and the bad news is the same then . . .
Quote: I would never smack you for saying that your H's behavior is not trustworthy and you don't believe that you should "give him another chance" because he'll just blow it. That's actually very logical and part of a good decision-making process
I still feel like that.
Actually I woke up this morning feeling LESS like giving him that shot than I did yesterday.
I know that if I am not readily available to him (I.E. if I push that "seperation"/not that I know how we could possibly seperate anymore than we are now!) I know that he'll throw in the towel . . . because he always has to have the last say. If he thinks there's a chance I'm not going try . . . he'll cut the cord so he can have the last say.
That's how he is.
That's honestly how I feel like being.
I feel like giving him the boot . . . so then it was my decision and . . I don't know . . . I'll have to deal with that NOT the fact that he couldn't love me.
I am sick of this game.
He is probably still "with her" . . . that's probably why it's taken him a week to call me.
She just probably didn't go back out on the road with him.
WTH do I know?
Only that he's a liar and a cheater. . . and I don't really feel he's worth my time or effort anymore.
Yes . . . Kiya and Felina are the main reason I still stand. But even they deserve better than what I feel he is offering.
I'm so sick of the lying and the headgames.
He's always selling bullsh*t . . . I'm sick of it.
I guess I should just try to not think about it for awhile and like you said Amy see what if anything he brings to the table.
I just want to cut it off before he has a chance to break my heart again . . . which seems inevitable.
