You're exactly right Amy.
The only thing I see (well not really see but have been told) that he has done. Is actually get rid of Cassie.

We'll see if it stays that way.

I was just wondering if I should just walk away as I have been feeling that I should.
I mean sure I've been "looking" for that line where I can wait and work on me and still allow him back.
But I still am so angry at him. I don't really feel like standing anymore.

I don't see how this time is going to be any different than any other time. . . he calls me crying and blah blah blah BULLSH*T. . . he always runs.
Why should now be any different?
Why should I allow him the chance to try . . when he's been handed it over and over . . . and he always breaks my heart.
I feel like being cold and cruel.
But instead of screaming at him this morning . . . I thought of you Amy and played it cool.
I let him talk . . and validated where I could . . and let the chips fall where they may.

I'm just wondering . . should I try to reinvest myself? Or should I cut the rope and leave him hang?

I think it only made me so happy and do this because he has put ME in the power position and I can shoot him in the foot. WRONG I know.
I just don't know how I feel anymore.