It occured to me after I wrote that... I do not know my self well enough to know what I would like to do. My counselor touched on that a while back, that I have always been so busy trying to be what everyone else wanted/expected me to be that I do not know who I am.

When she was talking about that I remembered the movie Runaway Bride with Julia Roberts. In that movie she eats whatever kind of eggs her boyfriend of the moment eats. She has no idea for herself what she likes.

I am like that.


Me 54
DS19 and DS17
Married 06/1989
Divorced 01/2011