Ouch, I stubbed my toe!

[NNP1965]

I'm still mulling it over. No seriously I know what the answer is and of course I want a good, strong, healthy relationship. I am just too fearful (read paralyzed) to chance it right now.

H is leaving next week to go hunting for 11 days. I do not even bother to object, because it would just be a big fight and then he would go anyway and I would still be alone to handle everyting.

I would like to have just one day to do something I would like to do. Guess I am just feeling sorry for myself today.

I watched The Break Up last night. Aside from crying my eyes out it was a pretty good movie. I won't go into much detail in case others have not seen it, but I do find it funny (odd) watching movies through the eyes of a DB'er.