Ouch, I stubbed my toe!

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Thanks Opti councelling is going really well for the most part. She asked me a question today that makes me want to vomit when I think about trying to answer it.

Do I want to stay married and be in a fake empty relationship more than I am willing to risk losing it all to possibly make it better?

Those were not her exact words, but that is what I got from it. It is certainly something to think about, huh?