Ouch, I stubbed my toe!

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Thanks Matilda, I am feeling some better, but I just have these hard feelings toward H that I can not shake. sometimes I think we have so many issues that everything is hopeless.

I did go to the meeting last night. As for counseling I rescheduled last weeks session for this Friday afternoon, but I am still planning to keep my regular appt on Thursday. My insurance will pay for me to go twice per week, so why not?

Last night I had some issues with H. I was trying to tell him about something that was bothering me and he just walked away.

So after I composed myself I went to him and said "it really burts me when I am trying to talk to you and you walk away". I then proceeded to tell him what I wanted to and we talked about it for a bit, but he never said anything about walking away when I was trying to talk to him. I sat there for a bit and tried to make myself bring it up again, but I did not have the energy.

We went to bed at the same time and he did kiss me goodnight. Then in the middle of the night he was grabbing at me... I took WCW advice and went to the bathroom. When i came back he was on his side of the bed snoring. Thank you WCW, such simple advice but really useful!