I was not so much able to shake my blue mood last night when H got home. To be honest I did not want to be around him. I sat with him for a few minutes to watch TV, but I honestly thought I was oging to crawl out of my skin... I had to get out of that room!
So I went up stairs to fold laundry. Then I got in bed. I asumme H thought it was odd that I did not even come say good night, or maybe it did not even cross his mind. I did speak to him for a few minutes when he finally came up. But he never even made an attempt to offer me a good night kiss or anything.
I am not in any better mood today either. It may still just be the weather fueling my mood. At least that is what I am telling myself.
I have to shake this off or there will be no way I can act AS IF and I am not emtionally prepared to take on anything else right now.
Keep me in your prayers today, please.
Me 54 DS19 and DS17 Married 06/1989 Divorced 01/2011