Ouch, I stubbed my toe!

[NNP1965]

Thanks Matilda,

H is gone this weekend. I find myself having a hard heart thinking about him. I have not called him once since he left (no desire to) and I have really had to force myself to take the phone when he calls. I have been letting the boys answer it each time.

I did search last night and found a discussion board for women who have H's addicted to porn. Reading some of their stories should have made me feel good about my sitch. But oddly that was not the case.

I also watch a sapping love story yesterday afternoon. It made me long for things that I may never have in my life. Someone to tell me I am beautiful, and to cherish me.

Note to self: NO MORE SAPPY MOVIES!!!!!!

Maybe it is the weather and the gloomy skies and no sunshine making me so blue. I guess I need to snap out of it and get back to work!

I did accomplish one thing yesterday... I took everything out of the pantry and re-organized it and got rid of some stuff. That was a big job, now I need to get busy on the rest of the chores!