I don't feel hammered, I do want all of you to know that this has nothing to do with how I view your opinions or how glad I am that I have such a supportive community willing to help me. I just feel that for now those things are best left in C sessions.
To answer your question, yes. My C knows everything. I haven't had the time (at $150 an hour and competing schedules) to do full disclosure yet with MC (i.e. all the details), but it will happen as I feel it is absolutely imperative that she know so she can effectively treat us.
Thank you again for your concern. It does make me feel good that although some words from people on this board are hard for me to hear, I can sense that they are coming from a place of caring and not from a sense of animosity towards me, even though it would be easy to feel that way towards me.
Chrome
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"
