Hey Fran, I just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you.
I am getting to the point where I can’t be bothered analysing our sitch any more. It is blah, it has been blah for too long and as far as I can see it’s going to carry on being blah. Me wasting time and energy on it seems the ultimate in futility.
I know exactly how you feel. Just try to remember that you do have the power to change your life, don't surrender. For a long time, I tried to force an outcome in my situation. In my mind, the only two options were actively making it all better or up and leaving. Right now, I'm just breathing. Just being. And the sense of calm I feel when I can get to that place is so rewarding. One way or the other, things will work out the way they are supposed to.
"Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."
