I'd nit pick everything my H said, and I got it totally wrong half the time, meaning. Don't be afraid, I'm also getting over that, wondering if he'll leave or not, what we are doing is "fortune telling" and making ourselves sick with something that we dont' know it's going to happen. Focus on the positive, wish I had that much reasurance, my H isnt affectionate w/me, barely, other than the occasional sx, not much on his end. Don't live in fear, dont' let it erode what you've worked so hard for, look back and see at the progress you've made--he's made.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
