sure hon. Yes, I have come to terms with it, because the A and details would pop into my head at any times I had to come to terms with it and tell my brain "this happened while he had his life away from me" "his A was not out of love for her but out of desperation, frustration, emptiness" and such truths that my good friends here posted. If a thought comes up now and then I can fight it with the truth.

I do have to find something I really like, it is a bit hard now that H is away at the academy and all chores fall on me, trying to spend quality time w/kids after work with the little time I got also leaves very little time for me, I always end up going to bed at midnight.

Thanks for checking up on me things are looking up.

Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.