All Hell broke loose, found out EA was PA

[cat03]

thanks gals)))))))))) reading your replies help me to see that the sooner I bury the past the sooner my H and I can heal.

We had more talks this weekend, it evolved into a mess again, I didnt' mean to. Regardless, he just tol dme "ask me whatever you want and never again bring this up" I just asked 2 or 3 things, I mainly had to know about the flowers, he said he was being stupid, that he still called her to know why she was mad at him, but that she wouldnt' pick up his calls.
All in all I asked about stuff before he left, then he said had I not found him out things woulve' been smoother...it sicken me and started to think how it all went, how he run to a L when his friend told him I would screw him up.
It' s gotten me all riled up again, but I'm just figuring out he was in MLC, things most likely would've gone that way anyways, he'd still taken his money, still done the stupid stuff he did. I have to remember that "ifs" dont' matter any more, it happened, it's gone, and that thinking about it won't change history.

OK, so this time I mean it folks, no more talk of the OW, the past, what he did what he didn't do. I'm through, I won't have that constarntly on my head anymore and will figh whatever slimy thought comes to me.