BINGO!! thanks SS, what do they say? an idle mind is the devil's workshop? I have so many projects I want to work on, my home, my crafts, and there I am, pouting and letting my mind drive me nuts! I do need to occupy my mind on something else. I do have tons of scrapbooking to do. I had stop because I wans't sure if I wanted to include H's photos ..you know, just in case. But I can pick that up again or fix this place, so much to do. Tonight I'm doing better, i never thought I cound begin to do it, but i"m literally pushing the dumb thoughts to the back burner, and after a while if they come back the are old news and I blurr them and push them back even farther. We're going camping, if only for one night. The OP would get on him for stuff he did wrong/forgot, I was about to do the same with my little plans to ask him for stuff he took for his A's purposes (pict frames, vases)in a way to jab him... but I wont sink that low, it'd be like reminding him how much he screwed up and will put me rigth on the same shelf as that sorry excuse for a woman.
It's getting better, slooooooooooooooooowly but surely, GOd is stronger than anything else in this world, i'll fall but He'll get me up, each time.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
