Hi HH, sweety, (i'm a bad speller sometimes) I meant I didn't want to pry and ask you questions that maybe you didnt' want to talk about, I don't see many posts from you and didnt' realize about your H's A. You can unload ALL you want girl, we've shared so much on this board that I do really care about what goes on w/you gal)))))
Yes, time heals, it's been a rollercoaser (thanks pms!) of emotions. During C I didn't even cry as I told the C everything (H did go next day) but oh boy! yesterday I was a zombie, was about to do something really dumb but didnt'.
H took it alright, had so much to do for the academy that he was busy the whole time and tried to let me be, which made me mad and glad at the same time. Today I feel better, for some strange reason I keep replaying the part from his letter where he talks about them 2 doing u-know what. I think I'm trying to make it insignificant and numbing myself to those images, a dumb way to get over it, but over all do feel much better. I just had to come to my post last night so I could get some solace from you all, I ate every word, you guys who posted dont' know how much youve helped, lov you all))))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
