Ok so this week has changed everything for me. i think. On Monday i went to the W's place and payed the rent. I got a release form to take my name off the lease. When I was at the appartment we talked and I asked her to tell me honestly why she is doing this. She said its because she does not love me anymore. I said i could believe that if it wasnt for a cell phone bill with 1400 minutes on it. 42 of them I used. One number coming up the most. She said he was just someone she could talk to. still denying it after 4 months. So I gave her the release form to sign. She read it and said "Well then I will just have to file for a divorce then." I did a WTF. I said well there was no indication of you doing anything different. She said there wasn't but now my mind is made up. So I left after she signed it. Of course her reaction to the paper was unsettleing so i called her later that night and we talked some more. She spoke of how she had confidence and knew she was a sexy girl. She said she felt her soul mate was out there somewhere and so was mine. I said I know. Somehow the conversation got into how I needed to go meet and have sex with some other girl and then i would get over her. I asked if she knew this from experience. She said no. Well it got to a very pleasant conversation and we finnished it with the set amount of money i would pay her per month. Fine and dandy. On Thursday she called me in the morning saying our boy was sick and she needed me to watch him so she could go to some appointments. I said fine and when the car appointment required brakes and the bill was 500 she called asking me for more money. What a pattern. I said i would pay half and deduct it from the monthly amount. What a pattern. I pciked the boys up last night and was looking for a special good luck sharm that I had fall off of a necklace. I had put it in the top drawer of my dresser and when i opened the drawer to get it there was a new box of condoms. I didnt say anything but she knew i had seen them. Last night was the first time I got really mad. I didnt blow up. I just got the boys and left. I am done. I dont have the fight anymore but she wants to talk tonight so we shall see how this goes. If nothing changes then Monday will change her life and mine. Wish me luck and God Bless
