ARRGH the stupid money thing is killing me!!!! If I pay it I feel I am being used and empowering her. If I don't pay its my credit thats shot. I guess I would rather pay it than ruin the rest of my life but she makes it seem like I owe it to her. I don't owe her anything. I owe my kids something. Man that stuff just kills me. Everyone thinks I'm a fool around here. Oh well fools are happy folk right? I only pray she sees the things I do as something to miss. Something to love again. Oh and Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus should be high school ciriculum and a college degree!
