Well the concert was fun. It was Blake Shelton and he has a good show. He has the song Goodbye Time which was hard to listen to. I am so bummed out now. That girl is so beautiful. I miss her terribly. I wish someone could show her whats shes throwing away. She told me that when she has the boys all they talk about is the fun they have with me. She says she can take it though. It breaks my heart to hear that. Why cant she see the true hurt that they feel? That I feel? My wife was never a selfish person her entire life and now its all she seems to be. This is the hardest time of my life. Dear God give me the strength to carry on. Give me the way back to my wife's heart. Give my wife the love she needs and give me the love I need.
