wow, now calm down honey, you know you are having a bad day when you take blame for your H's A, that right there tells me you arent thinking well, so don't you rush and make any big decisions right now.
You are not letting any one down, you are having one of those "hit rock-bottom" mars-venus phases us women have when all our emotions just have to come out.
I'm not downplaying your sitch, but you have come way too far and have learned too much to be a WAW, this man actually posts about his A online! for you! my H rather cut his left you know what than to tell the world he did what he did, it can't be over, I refuse to believe that.
Vent, cry, but don't give up just yet. So you mean to tell me your H is just not willing to even considet giving you what you need? did he explain why? is he just not ready or just not compliant to your request?
The only downside of being in this board is that we see others in a higher level, one we wish we could achieve already and it makes us despair a bit.
Come one hon, take a deep breath, calm then, THEN make a decision, give yourself that much.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
