Well you are obviously a Christian. Here is one for you:
Matt. 19:26 Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”
What is possible B.I.? Your marriage? Your sanity? Your happiness?
You have something I do not and many do not. You have the trust to lay things down at the feet of God and feel the comfort because of it. You have that strength.
Lay it down hon. Just let Him worry about it. He is big enough to.