Believing:
I'm glad i read your blog; I've copied part of it into my journal:
<<But I know what I believe. I choose to stay here. I choose to love him. I choose to believe God's promises for marriage ... that He desires to mold a marriage to be a reflection of His glory, passion, and love ... that my marriage is not excluded from His blessing list. I refuse to keep God in a box any longer while I handle it in my own strength. >>

I needed to hear this today, as i've spent the past hours on and off in tears. will post in my thread, i don't want to hijack yours but i'm having a hard time trying to hang onto my sanity, my hope, my faith through this.

all i can say to you is detach, detach, detach...
in my head, i know that if you give it to God, He can heal everything. i KNOW this, even if i can't DO it right now.
jacqm