hey toots, *sigh* nice to see you hope the kids and you are doing better than good. Thanks for the web reference, I need all the help I can get.

There better be something, because this aint' no picnic Just having visions of lawyers, of me raking him across the coals for the $ he took when he left, for the $ we are paying to get him out of debt...pretty soon I'll get a sighting of Elvis too... *sigh*

I dont' know why I think "if we divorce I'll...(insert evil court room drama fantasy here), I know it isnt' productive, that I should be envisioning us being happy, but can't, he gives me no reason to be happy w/him. The few times we have together I'm trying to make it fun for everyone, trying to do nice things, and I guess I'm burning out.

can you say drama queen? I just need some spoiling from somebody, that's all..


Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.